the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Friday, January 23, 2009
the empty void-
the empty void-that is life nowadays. bahhh it does make life seem rather uninteresting sometimes. especially since this is my typical schedule these few days: wake up. school. wander around in school/j8/the library. come home. stagnate on computer. urghhh. okay i'm sorry i'm not my usual hyper self today. but you see, boredom exacerbates my effervescence so much that it becomes explosive, in a sense. because when i get bored, it means there's something missing.sometimes it's the absence of a good book. but it can't be that, because conan just very generously lent me five awesome ones. sometimes it's the absence of things to do in general. but it can't be that, because there's always things to do around the house. i just don't feel like doing more housework at this point in time. sometimes it's the absence of my brain. [you know, you're physically awake and all, but your brain seems to have migrated to Mars, or for the matter, the other end of the universe and you just go around, zombie-like, and barely registering anything.] which is somewhat the case now. and that would explain why reading wouldn't help. blehh.but most of the time, it's the absence of someone i can talk to. it's not just anyone i'm referring to; but rather those in your closest circle of friends that you can trust with just about anything in the world, or at least those that you're close enough to be able to talk to for a few hours on end without the conversation stagnating as it does with most other people. see what i mean when i said i hate the feeling of loneliness? i love human interaction too much, maybe. `jiaying- unexpected, what you did to my heart. says (4:30 PM):
[i'm too used to talking to people for.. hours on end, really ><]
kenneth says (4:30 PM):
then you really need to go out of it :/
`jiaying- unexpected, what you did to my heart. says (4:30 PM):
like, get used to -not- talking to people for so long?
kenneth says (4:30 PM):
yeah
`jiaying- unexpected, what you did to my heart. says (4:31 PM):
but whyyy ._.since when was that a bad thing? kenneth says (4:32 PM):
but like, people would get busy once school starts
kenneth says (4:32 PM):with CCA and school stuff
`jiaying- unexpected, what you did to my heart. says (4:33 PM):
[yesyes, that's when i'll not talk to people for extended periods of time, oh goodness.]rawrrrr where are the people i need to talk to! why are you offlineee): 4:29 pm
Friday, January 23, 2009
the empty void- the empty void-that is life nowadays. bahhh it does make life seem rather uninteresting sometimes. especially since this is my typical schedule these few days: wake up. school. wander around in school/j8/the library. come home. stagnate on computer. urghhh. okay i'm sorry i'm not my usual hyper self today. but you see, boredom exacerbates my effervescence so much that it becomes explosive, in a sense. because when i get bored, it means there's something missing.sometimes it's the absence of a good book. but it can't be that, because conan just very generously lent me five awesome ones. sometimes it's the absence of things to do in general. but it can't be that, because there's always things to do around the house. i just don't feel like doing more housework at this point in time. sometimes it's the absence of my brain. [you know, you're physically awake and all, but your brain seems to have migrated to Mars, or for the matter, the other end of the universe and you just go around, zombie-like, and barely registering anything.] which is somewhat the case now. and that would explain why reading wouldn't help. blehh.but most of the time, it's the absence of someone i can talk to. it's not just anyone i'm referring to; but rather those in your closest circle of friends that you can trust with just about anything in the world, or at least those that you're close enough to be able to talk to for a few hours on end without the conversation stagnating as it does with most other people. see what i mean when i said i hate the feeling of loneliness? i love human interaction too much, maybe. `jiaying- unexpected, what you did to my heart. says (4:30 PM):
[i'm too used to talking to people for.. hours on end, really ><]
kenneth says (4:30 PM):
then you really need to go out of it :/
`jiaying- unexpected, what you did to my heart. says (4:30 PM):
like, get used to -not- talking to people for so long?
kenneth says (4:30 PM):
yeah
`jiaying- unexpected, what you did to my heart. says (4:31 PM):
but whyyy ._.since when was that a bad thing? kenneth says (4:32 PM):
but like, people would get busy once school starts
kenneth says (4:32 PM):with CCA and school stuff
`jiaying- unexpected, what you did to my heart. says (4:33 PM):
[yesyes, that's when i'll not talk to people for extended periods of time, oh goodness.]rawrrrr where are the people i need to talk to! why are you offlineee):
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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